January 26, 2010

Truthful Tuesday. FAIL

Yesterday I touched on "QUITTING" just giving up! I have yelled many times in my parenting day "I quit!" Or I want out! Truthfully I feel as though I FAIL my kids each day.

When I was a mother of one and working, I thought I am a failure for not being with him all day everyday! Then we had our second and I went back to work, and thought I was failing two children now. So I left my job of 8 years to become a stay at home mom! And can I tell you it was a hard choice, and even harder position to take on.

(Train wreck at Montparnasse, France, an example of a failure. 1895)
1. Another word for "suck", most probably derived from the world of internet gaming.  2.To not achieve

1. What do you mean you lost? YOU FAIL!   2. I failed at achieving sickness to avoid the presentation.

In those past three years I have struggled almost daily in thinking that I am failing my children and family, to the point of wanting out. Now I have an amazing job, and a great support system in my faith in Jesus Christ.

Without Jesus in my life Failing seemed to weigh on my heart more, but with the Lord walking with me on my path, it does not seem to matter as much! Tomorrow is another day! The Lord did not make anyone to be perfect Except his son Jesus Christ, and he died so all our sin would be forgiven and our entry into heaven would be assured as long as we followed the Lord to best of our abilities and with Christian hearts!

Failing does not = Failure!

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Blogger Secret Mom Thoughts said...

I feel like a fail my kids most days too. Forgiveness is good.

January 27, 2010 at 1:06 PM  
Blogger JRomamma said...

Good to hear I am not alone!

January 27, 2010 at 4:07 PM  

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